Friends

Things I have had to give up this week:
Running
Class
Most of my homework
A good night's sleep
Archaeology reading group/beer hour tomorrow

Okay body, GET OVER IT, I am bored of attempting to sleep, attempting to write papers, and watching Buffy.

i am tiiiired. during the day i'm feeling healthy and generally as happy as i've ever been 2 months after moving somewhere new (meaning i'm still very insecure about things but glad to be where i am). then i come home at night and i'm just exhausted and feel like i should be out at the bar trying to make friends or doing more homework or something instead of sitting at home wanting to go to sleep. but i also think i may be coming down with something right now, my throat hurts inexplicably and one of my classmates i hung out with last week was out sick today...perhaps i'll go to bed early and the sore throat and general feeling of lethargy will pass and leave me energetic and optimistic again. if only the insecurity would - but that's an adjustment that simply takes months, i know that from experience, it's just a matter of accepting it's there until it finally goes away. and hey, this is probably the least bad i've ever had it, thank goodness i live with friends.